sad? cheer up (;

there are many things to be sad about actually,

dec the 10th sucked shit, worst day ever.

pei ern is going to aussie ;/
i need to give her more recipes for her to try when shes there (:

NATIONAL SERVICE ):
why must the government be so messed up?
WHY ME? screw you.

sarahh, youre so far away from me right now.
i wish i could be there with you, and give you a simple hug when i see you shiver in the cold weather,
walk on the streets hand in hand,
looking at your smile that makes me go crazyy (:

but perhaps the saddest thing of all,
i have to leave for NS on the 2nd of jan,
and the one person i want to see before i leave is coming back on the first from a vacation.
sighh, i feel down when i think i wont be able to see you for 3 months,

well, i just hope theres stuff to cheer me up before i leave.
maybe i'll see her before i leave? JUST MAYBE (: