Running out of words to say

Well well, what can i say to you? You can be mad at me for a moment, and just totally be caring the next. I don't want this. I want something honest. If you like me then tell the world about it and don't hide your feelings. But if you don't please don't give me false hope. Just tell me what you want from me and things would be a whole lot easier.



I don't know what happened between you and me, but now we seem awfully difrrent. We used to be the best of friends, but i guess sometimes unexpected things can get into our way. You're still a friend to me, it just feels like we used to be way closer than this.

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hm yeah, well its been one hell of a week.
Holidays baby. and Puasa month
Happy fasting to my Muslim friends and I'll be waiting for my raya money (;

Update.

first i want to get this off my chest.

I try to give you everything you want. I asked you about something, do you fucking know what half the shit that comes out of your mouth is? You can say one thing here, but something that is totally diffrent to someone else. Make up your mind, I've walked away once, I don't want to do it again, that is if you still have feelings for me. I wish i knew what was in your head. Please just open up to me.



And to "you", you know who are. You called me your close friend? I cant believe how i told you all my problems but you can act so fucking diffrent when you're around her, you say you don't like her. And someone that has been with you your whole life, the way you are and the people around you say otherwise. I'm fed up, some people say its not worth losing a friend over something like this, especially a friend who i once considered my bestfriend. But let me say this, I am not losing a friend from my point of view, because a friend wouldn't do that to me. Fuck it, I dont need this shit.

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alright, so now that's that.
I think I'll be updating my blog more often now.
This is it for now. Not in the mood.

I MISS TIM!!

I wanna go back penang!
I miss the times that i had with my friends there, especially tim HEHEHE xD

I miss Tim's sexy korean face =/

Look at my botak head. Wanna lick ? xD

Nah... an update after so long.
o0o u all. Ciao

dead

this blog is deeaaadddddddd ):

MSSD under 15

so today was the under 15 match for
SMKBJ (bukit jelutong) vs. SMKSK (sri kembangan)
in SMK Puchong Jaya (B)

sooo we went there with all the under 15 players
2 teachers
2 student 'coaches'
and 2 other student who just wanted to skip school =D

i bet u can guess which I am (:


even though i skipped i still helped okayy?
i kept yelling this
"WOI LENGZAI HANDS UP LA, PRESSURE HIM DONT FOUL HIM LARR!!"
and guess what they only did it like 2 or 3 times? -___-
u should see the number of fouls mann

oh and just before leaving the school there was this pbsm (red crescent society) girl
i dont know how but somehow the under 15 guys said she was hot -__-"
meng and i were like "...ntg to say..."
then we shouted "P B S MMM" *streched M abit*
then she turned around and looked at us
we stared blankly in shock at each other then RAN OFF LAUGHING
ran all the out of the school
people were staring at us cos we were laughing like idotas (:
and yeaaaa after the game we asked teacher to drop us off at the mamak before dropping off the players at school. 'it was only 11++ at that time'
so we ate at SA, while watching Justice League The Movie
cant believe we watched the whole damned movie there haha
then walked to school bla bla bla

OH and at school my chem teacher wrote on raz's shirt
"tak concentrate dlm class"
like with a friggin marker? siao!

then lepak awhile go to fawwaz house
after that it was off to dota at the cc
ownedd
then training and came home(:



anyways i have my match tmr!! i missed my first match yesterday cos i was sick ):
have to make it up to coach tmr =D

so chalos for now (:

Medicine?

as of 16th of april,
i am now medicine free
i hope to remain in this state of cleanliness
those who wish to corrupt me o0o
nah fock

meni meni long

as the title says, meni meni long no update (:
since even a guy like tim can make a new blog
i think i can update (;
although theres tons to update abt im dead tired
lazyyyy =D

anyways last friday match with ssc
under 18, won 62- 58
under 15, lost 10 - 35
just so you know in under 18 ah (:

first blood la plak!!


hookchop!!!

lazy update d la. maybe next time
chalos baby