What are you up to for new years? :)

sad? cheer up (;

there are many things to be sad about actually,

dec the 10th sucked shit, worst day ever.

pei ern is going to aussie ;/
i need to give her more recipes for her to try when shes there (:

NATIONAL SERVICE ):
why must the government be so messed up?
WHY ME? screw you.

sarahh, youre so far away from me right now.
i wish i could be there with you, and give you a simple hug when i see you shiver in the cold weather,
walk on the streets hand in hand,
looking at your smile that makes me go crazyy (:

but perhaps the saddest thing of all,
i have to leave for NS on the 2nd of jan,
and the one person i want to see before i leave is coming back on the first from a vacation.
sighh, i feel down when i think i wont be able to see you for 3 months,

well, i just hope theres stuff to cheer me up before i leave.
maybe i'll see her before i leave? JUST MAYBE (:

blog blog blog

hmm i finally feel like blogging again, after a very long time (:
so many shitty things has happened.
shit man, but im not going to blog about that shit
SPM IS OVER
actually it was over on the 3rd, hell yeah
might be moving to penang hmm,
sooo yeaaaahhhhh
or i might live in bj and get a odd job smewhere temporarily

damn im lazy to continue with this shit,
maybe some other time folks, <3

hello im abel :)

HAHAHA I HAVENT EVEN WATCH TWILIGHT, HAHAHAH OMG RIGHT. AND I WANNA WATCH NEW MOON ALREADY, LOL I SUCK!

MEOWW

Hows papers? Awesome? :D

"finish on 3rd Dec"-Abel.

Lol, go fly kite la you -.-'

The dude that havent even watch Twilight! HAHA, loser :P

SPM IN 8 DAYS >=')

JENGJENGJENG :P

GOODLUCK PEOPLE, EVEN IF I DONT KNOW YOU.

I DONT KNOW HOW ARE YOU GONNA GO THROUGH IT, ABEL, FOR NOT REALLY STUDYING :O HMM, DO YOUR BEST ♥

ABEL MUST STOP DOTA-ING AND STUDY FOR SPM! -.-'

21 MORE DAYS, LOL :O

Yay! Trash Abel's blog! Muahahaha >:D

PEI ERN

YOU ARE AWESOME (: IM LAZY TO WRITE

Some Will Seek Forgiveness, Others Escape

Soon you will come to find out that the title of my post has nothing at all to do with my post.
Its the holidays, and as usual I just spend most of my time 'menyaka' at home.
and its the fasting month now, means less people at the basketball court etc etc.

On the uglier side of life, we have SPM yay (: Cant wait to get it over with seriously. Another thing i cant wait to get over with is NS ; National Service. Man is it going to be the absolutely "best" 3 months of my life! My blog seemed dead before this, but i guess things are looking better now.

Hmm ntg much else happening in my life, Except for HER. The one i cant ever seem to have. sighh if only she knew how i felt about her ); hmm maybe she does but she doesn't know to what extent. sigh life is just unfair. I sometimes feel like i shouldn't fall for her due to many unmentionable circumstances but at the end of the day, there's always this gap in my heart thats just specially for her that will never be filled by any other. Shes like the drug that I need to have, without her i feel just plain crappy. I should shutup now -,-

zasss

hm

apek

Time after time

Alot changes as time passes. But sometimes, no matter how long it has been, some feeling just never change. And maybe I'm one of the lucky ones who has feelings for this girl, feelings that can't seem to fade away even when I've tried to make them disappear more than once. Twice to be exact, but somehow those feelings just come back to me naturally. Hence, I think I really am stuck on youu ♥

sometimes after everything has passed, i just cant get over you, so i come back to you. You're like a drug to me (:

Running out of words to say

Well well, what can i say to you? You can be mad at me for a moment, and just totally be caring the next. I don't want this. I want something honest. If you like me then tell the world about it and don't hide your feelings. But if you don't please don't give me false hope. Just tell me what you want from me and things would be a whole lot easier.



I don't know what happened between you and me, but now we seem awfully difrrent. We used to be the best of friends, but i guess sometimes unexpected things can get into our way. You're still a friend to me, it just feels like we used to be way closer than this.

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hm yeah, well its been one hell of a week.
Holidays baby. and Puasa month
Happy fasting to my Muslim friends and I'll be waiting for my raya money (;

Update.

first i want to get this off my chest.

I try to give you everything you want. I asked you about something, do you fucking know what half the shit that comes out of your mouth is? You can say one thing here, but something that is totally diffrent to someone else. Make up your mind, I've walked away once, I don't want to do it again, that is if you still have feelings for me. I wish i knew what was in your head. Please just open up to me.



And to "you", you know who are. You called me your close friend? I cant believe how i told you all my problems but you can act so fucking diffrent when you're around her, you say you don't like her. And someone that has been with you your whole life, the way you are and the people around you say otherwise. I'm fed up, some people say its not worth losing a friend over something like this, especially a friend who i once considered my bestfriend. But let me say this, I am not losing a friend from my point of view, because a friend wouldn't do that to me. Fuck it, I dont need this shit.

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alright, so now that's that.
I think I'll be updating my blog more often now.
This is it for now. Not in the mood.

I MISS TIM!!

I wanna go back penang!
I miss the times that i had with my friends there, especially tim HEHEHE xD

I miss Tim's sexy korean face =/

Look at my botak head. Wanna lick ? xD

Nah... an update after so long.
o0o u all. Ciao

dead

this blog is deeaaadddddddd ):

MSSD under 15

so today was the under 15 match for
SMKBJ (bukit jelutong) vs. SMKSK (sri kembangan)
in SMK Puchong Jaya (B)

sooo we went there with all the under 15 players
2 teachers
2 student 'coaches'
and 2 other student who just wanted to skip school =D

i bet u can guess which I am (:


even though i skipped i still helped okayy?
i kept yelling this
"WOI LENGZAI HANDS UP LA, PRESSURE HIM DONT FOUL HIM LARR!!"
and guess what they only did it like 2 or 3 times? -___-
u should see the number of fouls mann

oh and just before leaving the school there was this pbsm (red crescent society) girl
i dont know how but somehow the under 15 guys said she was hot -__-"
meng and i were like "...ntg to say..."
then we shouted "P B S MMM" *streched M abit*
then she turned around and looked at us
we stared blankly in shock at each other then RAN OFF LAUGHING
ran all the out of the school
people were staring at us cos we were laughing like idotas (:
and yeaaaa after the game we asked teacher to drop us off at the mamak before dropping off the players at school. 'it was only 11++ at that time'
so we ate at SA, while watching Justice League The Movie
cant believe we watched the whole damned movie there haha
then walked to school bla bla bla

OH and at school my chem teacher wrote on raz's shirt
"tak concentrate dlm class"
like with a friggin marker? siao!

then lepak awhile go to fawwaz house
after that it was off to dota at the cc
ownedd
then training and came home(:



anyways i have my match tmr!! i missed my first match yesterday cos i was sick ):
have to make it up to coach tmr =D

so chalos for now (:

Medicine?

as of 16th of april,
i am now medicine free
i hope to remain in this state of cleanliness
those who wish to corrupt me o0o
nah fock

meni meni long

as the title says, meni meni long no update (:
since even a guy like tim can make a new blog
i think i can update (;
although theres tons to update abt im dead tired
lazyyyy =D

anyways last friday match with ssc
under 18, won 62- 58
under 15, lost 10 - 35
just so you know in under 18 ah (:

first blood la plak!!


hookchop!!!

lazy update d la. maybe next time
chalos baby

What Would You Do If...

What Would You Do If... you just reached schl and its raining *7.05am*
just lepak there like normal waiting for friends.

What Would You Do If... your fren got a call from another friend asking him if he can pick him up cos he cant ride his motor bike in the rain
you follow him.

What Would You Do If... when you reached there, it was 7.30 and u were already late for schl
alang alang lambat breakfast la dulu pok

What Would You Do If... you reached spice garden at 7.30++
order drinks and sap kok sap kok laaa

What Would You Do If... you left spice at abt 8
go to school la what else

What Would You Do If... you reached school and the discipline was just behind you
say hello and go to class la, cos he also just reached school HAHAHAHA




soo yeaaa thats kinda what happened today with me, ariep, acap and azuan
haha pretty cool day coming to schl at 8.

fone kene rampas?

so today was walking arn in schl as usual
then we went to look for puan normala
and epul just happens to be there too
i noticed he was looking at waz's pocket
i just walked out immediately while he talked to puan normala
thennnnn epul took his fone!! =D yea baby
well mine was in my pocket too, but sorry im pro (:
the best part is his fone is slim and mine is huge lololol
then after schl after est class at 2.30
we went to look for epul to try to get the fone back
epul was kind enuff to give it bak (:
he was like "name awek ape? farrah? haha"
i said to waz "eh cube ko check msg kau"
he checked and everyhing was okay
but epul did read a msg that farrah sent him
sayang brb tau i nak gi mandi love you or smtg like that
so whatever
i was like
"bodo sial haha. ehh check sent items kau"
and there was a message that was sent to farrah

"tengah kencing sayang(:"

HAHAHAHA SADNESSS

thats why u have to take out the batt,simcard or jst put a security code on your fone before its confiscated hahaha
lesson learnt (:

PAIN AH~~!

yesterday basketball
kena kick at my ankle
now got small fracture
will update abt it when i go back to SJMC to collect my xray sheet =D

HUI YEE

BUTO LU.

wednesday. spotcheck.

other pengawas wont rampas my wrist band
but you? u just had to
bad enough u dont dare to take it from me
u have to ask other people to force me to give it to you
no one will even do it for a DOG like you
u ask why we always have to trouble prefects?
U SHOULD KNOW THAT PEOPLE LIKE ME LIVE TO MAKE DOGS LIKE YOU SUFFER
why cant u be like other prefects? small shit also wana rampas
think u so hot?

lema throw the shit to you then shout at you abit oni
then u wana cry already?
AND MUST U TELL ALL THE TEACHERS?
PLEASE LA TELL TEACHERS ALSO THEY DONT COME LOOKING FOR ME
"cikgu tadi saya rampas benda abel pastu dia marah saya"
go die far far far far far away please.
notice im asking you with a PLEASE.

pissed.

*that wristband had sentimental value you *waytoomanythingstocallyou*

weird? freaky? u tell me

so today was at ou
then walking with harris
then suddenly this chick comes up to me and says

"heyyou! u've gotten taller!"
she seemed kinda familiar but not really


i said "oh hey, haha yeaa kinda"

then she like kinda semi hugged me? like hug but not a full hug?
i was feeling super awkward lol
they she like went off so said bye bla bla
then i was like thinking who was that

few moments later OHH ASHLEY!
havent seen her in like 3-4 years? lol

so like its at night
then i got onto msn
saw ashley online
so i talked to her
and she told me she was at gardens midvalled today?
like OMG! I WAS SEMIHUGGED BY A RANDOM HIPPIE PERSON =0

hahaha so yeah
freakkyy i tell youuu
awkward + freaky + weird day for me (:

sexism is stupid.

what is wrong with the world mama?
why cant girls walk with guys?
why cant they sit with each other?
why cant they use the same staircase?
why cant they line up together?
what has happened in SMKBJ?

SADNESS THATS IT.
TEACHERS ARE JUST JEALOUS COS WE GOT BF/GF MUAHAHA

cher if ure read this. pls stop sexism! (:
im asking nicely haha



so yeaa now guys cant even sit next to girls in class
they have to split the canteen into 2
guys side n girls side
its weird and it sucks
cant even sit next to each other okay
they even have boy / girl staircases
i was like
"i dont think teachers get enough attention at home so they take out their tension on us"

THAT IS SAD OK? GIVE US FREEDOM YAW!

PEACE OUT, CHALO

Hope <3

ok i love this old old song =D

chorus -

Cuz I'm hopeful, yes I am, hopeful for today,
Take this music and use it
Let it take you away,
And be hopeful (hopeful) and he'll make a way
I know it ain't easy but that's okay.
Let's be hopeful!

teaching me to never give up =D


anywhos, sprained my ankle like madddd
was trying a thread drop and booom!
its huge and swollen =/
hurts like hell man
i guess the captain of Jupiter wont be joining the 7th annual road run ):
thats me btw haha (x

malas sial nak update .___________.



chalo =D

olekk

ok so form 5 is slowly turning better (:
atleast i've got Pn.Ezareen as my form teacherrrrr
i love her! in a way a student should love his teacher and nothing more lol
besides shes already married (;
lately the schl carpark is being filled with cars.
so it was hard for her to get out
so inspired by hard gay, i decided to test my form 5 powers~
"woi budak. stop. ok teacher back slowly."
hahahahahahahaha it worked ok!
it took her like a 6 point turn to get out?
thanks to my awesome directing ok (:
its nice being a form 5 (:

i do not abuse my powers ok.
not like Hud or Ariep.
when its crowded all they do it

"oi blah, senior nak lalu"
and they part like the red sea =D
kinda cool actually lol



canteens are messed up
the lines are mega long
it takes forever to buy smtg
but lucky for us, form 5 baby haha
but its useless when epul and his big black hairy mole is there (:

well im darned lazy to update anyways,
maybe soon peeps (:

BTW MY HAIR GREW OKAY? LESS OF A NANGKA HEAD NOW.
chalo =D

form 5

ok so i expected today to be awesome.
BUT WATAFARK?
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL ALREADY STUDY?
CHEMISTRY SUCKS. MY SIVIK TEACHER ABIT WEIRD. LK TEACHER ITU ENGLISH BAEK PUNYA!
sigh. worst first day ever.
didnt even get to ronda the school
sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks.

mega update

this is a mega update. from when i was in penang for christmas till new years in curve.
gah im so lazy to do this right now ):

well in penang, christmas eve was awesome!
there were break dancers and shufflers too
and even old bald men who try to do splits :D no joke haha
so yeaa party there was quite ok
but the snow spray action was fun
sprayin ppl with Jackson in fun
its like he said "I'm here u can spray anyone u want, dont need to be scared"
u know how cool is that? haha
anyways it was tims bday on the 28th
we pushed him into a pool at like 1am
then some aunty come out complain
they way she speaks is weeeiiirrrdddd
old old old type of hokkien lol

met quite a few new people in penang.
and my butcher in penang was "perfect"
blind hooks here n there
BEYOND GODLIKE (;

oh just before left for penang i had a mega mohawk
but kena scold so cut hahaha nvm la
then in penang make it like almost botak ok!
new name nangka head lol




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k after penang d.

back in kl.
on the same day i got back before even reachin home
i had to go to church for cg outing
imagine my tiredness?
terus sit ktm to midvalley
then wait for maka to get me from there
went out mamak late at night
prank call ppl. it was HILLARIOUS

give u one of the calls

me : woi ini ian ong?
ian : errr yes?
me : lu pahal mau race ngan anak buah aku?
ian : abang saya main main saja takda apa apa *scared tone*
me : lu jaga sket. aku tau rumah kau kat mane. ko nak aku bakar rumah kau?
ian : tak mau la abang. maff abang
me : lu diam. ko bajet ko power ah bawak motor boleh race? kalau aku amnik pistol tembak kau mati ke tak? ko ni kan power sangat? buto.

then i couldnt stand it and laughed and just hanged up cos he was just so scared lol
oh and ian was just downstairs lol damn funny
a few mins ltr he came up with a scared face so i asked him

me : ian u ok ah?
ian : i scared la. some malay fella call me say wan shoot me. but i play play race only. i cant sleep now la
me : HAHAHA it was me la stupid.

hahahaha so yeaa and btw i didnt know he was racing with some random ppl -_-
stupid fella one day kena real one then he know

anyways next day had paintball. was awesome yo! haha

few days later. celebrated new years in curve!
ok the DJ sucks.
lame man
but it was still quite fun
but i didnt get to see Robyyynnn ):
i will one day! soon enough! lol
met alot of people there lol
the pics are all with my frens lol
i think i'll get them soon lol
i wanted to go back by1 but like fone lines were all crazy
cant call anyone roads were blocked.
then fren also like dowan go back so i couldnt.
they changed plan to lepak hotel till next day go back
so whatever, i cant do anything.
all of our fones batteries died. how awesome is that? lol
anyways made a fren in kayu original mamak
his name is APAS (:

ok there was just way too many stuff that happened.
ask me on msn ma easier la hor? lol
anyways i very very lazy d. i upload the pics that i have for now.

self made mohawk. used water. no wax. so back cacat. just wanted a pic before had to shave it off lol.

botak aka nangka head (;